Ok, finally got around to changing the introduction text. But as you can see, I'm too sianz to write a proper one, so am going to blabber on in hopes that you will get an idea of what sort of person I am by guessing. Yeah, the format of this blog is crap. I haven't got around to fixing it. Later lah.. Much later...
Sometimes I have this morbid desire to hurt people. Not because they've done anything negative to me, but because they don't seem to react negatively to me at all; no matter what I say or do.
I just feel like pushing their buttons to see how far it can go. Why are you so nice to me? What's the catch? Will you still be you when this facade ends? I just want to test it to destruction to see whether they'll forgive me even if I push that button one too many times.
Yes, I know. I'm evil. But I do not act on the morbid curiosity, so perhaps I can be forgiven. But it sometimes discomforts me that I may one day act on the impulse, and destroy something that was true all along.